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Friday, January 18, 2008
Heart Pain

I hate myself for not protecting you from leaving me. I hate myself for not keeping you by my side. I hate myself for keep thinking of you. I hate myself for giving you up.

Sometimes, I will ask myself whether did I do wrong or not. But eventually, I will never get the answer. I really want to know the answer. I have kept trying not to think of you, but you will just appear in my mind when I'm free or paused to think of other things. Is it that I can't let my mind to rest in order not to think of you? I felt so hurt. If I have another chance, will I walk the same path as today again? I do not know. Will you blame me?

It had been months since I have separated with you. But really, I still think of you. If I have another chance, I will tell you I love You. I can only tell myself maybe fate brought us together but never wanted us to live together for life. I really wish that you can have a better life. Maybe you will lead a better with other then with me. Everything is written black and white in the heaven book, that you are not meant for me. So, I will not force myself or anyone. All I can is to blame myself.

Thanks for the feelings you have given me for the past months. I will treasure and remember it always. I know I will not forget you, you will always be in my heart. I will try not to think of you to make my life simple, but I will keep you deep in heart always. There will be no one to replace your place, I promise.

Lastly, in here, I really want to tell you I LOVE YOU always, my lovely dearest. I know you wouldn't see it, but I still wanted to tell you.

Typing word by word, tears flow down my cheeks and blood flowing out my heart. It was too painful already.

baby's feeling @10:54 AM
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