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Thursday, February 26, 2009
Hoping and praying for miracles for BB
A shoot of yesterday sky after raining. It was so rare to see a rainbow. Rainbow means "shines after rain". I have 4 days MC from the doctor since tuesday. Went to work as usual but I started to bleed, so went to see the doctor. After having an injection, went right home to rest. Zhu bao bao took 3 days of urgent leave to stay at home with me. Why the bleeding not stop yet? Really hope that my BB with be fine and healthy. Seeing a rainbow is just a miracle. Hope that my BB is healthy. Hoping for super miracle. Have an appointment with the doctor on this Saturday, 28th February 2009, for check up. I have to cancel our trip to Penang too. Now staying at home watching movie. Zhu bao bao helped me to setup computer in the room and also shift the TV in for me. Really praying for miracles to happen. Hope BB is fine and healthy and still growing.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Still praying real real hard
Gotten good sweet news from my gynae. I went for the ultrasound on 21st February 2009. He told me the little baby is growing. It was doubled the size of last appointment. When I heard this, I was so relieved and happy. I had been worrying for the past few days. Thanks goodness.
Now, I had another appointment 2 weeks later. It was to ensure the little one to have a heartbeat.
I'm still praying for the little cutie of mine to be healthy and safe. Hope that you can be healthy and safe. Praying very hard, really.
I'm going to Penang with zhu bao bao this coming Saturday. We will be taking flight there. It was an hour flight. Had never took a flight before. Looking forward. This is my first time since I know. hehe. This time round, my darling and zhu bao bao is going with me on the flight. We are going as a family. Hope that bb can be safe and sound and healthy throughout the flight there and back. Praying hard that there will be nothing to happen to you.
I don't want to separated you from my body before you are due. PLEASE!! Zhu bao bao, thanks for going through everything thing with me. Thanks for all the sweet console words to ensure me that there is no problem. Hope that we can go through these together.
Hope thing will be fine.
Monday, February 16, 2009
Went for a doctor appointment on 14th February 2009 after seeing the positive result. Was happy in the beginning. But after came out from the doctor's, he told me to go back for another checkup on 21st February 2009. He said BB is to small and it looked like is only 3 weeks old while he estimated 6 weeks. BB is just half cm. He said only 90 percent BB is healthy. I'm just so worried.
I feel like vomitting once in awhile, not as frequent. Will my BB be healthy? I really really hope and wish BB is healthy. Actually I also don't know whether I did have all those symptoms or not. But I remembered the previous time is way more worst than this.
How how how?
BB, I need you to be healthy and please keep growing. It had been a few sleepless and dreamful nights for me already. I bet only when I heard the doctor say my BB is healthy then I can sleep well at night.
Zhu bao bao, I know I should not worried more, but I really don't want to be taking that painful steps again.
I really really hope that BB is healthy and is growing fine.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Hope that everyone is healthy and well.
Hope that "u" are healthy and safe too.
Hope that money will flow in like a running tap.
Hope that we can go through these hard times together smoothly and let it be fast to get over.
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