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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Random

Tomorrow I will be on leave to go to Malaysia High Commission to make passport with zhu bao bao. I had made mine online and is waiting for them to process. Zhu bao bao's passport need to go down then can make, but can take within the same day. So good.

I had also applied leave for 4th May 2009. Going for Penang and Genting trip with zhu bao bao, xiao jiu and xiao jiu mu.

Yesterday, we had the most expensive sushi dinner at yew tee. 4 persons eat till $99.90. It was so damn expensive. Ordered from the menu they charge normal price. Those on the convoy belt, the charge $0.99. Soo cunning. All are white plates but have different charges.

Can't wait for today to end. Waiting for holiday.

Waiting for my cute little BB to come to me soon.

baby's feeling @10:47 AM

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Thursday, March 26, 2009

Zhu Bao Bao's Birthday

Yesterday was zhu bao bao's birthday. This is the first year I'm celebrating with him as a wife in our lovely little home.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ZHU BAO BAO. May all your wishes and dreams come true.

Xiao jiu mu and xiao jiu also came over to celebrate with us. This year is not only both of us.

We planned to got on penang tour on May and we had already set the date. Haha. So looking forward to it.

p/s: Hope I will conceive soon. Waiting and trying. Hope my wishes will be true soon in no time.

Photo Times:

Extra: New additional member to OW family. ET OW

There are photos for my recent penang trip too. See the link to the gallery.

baby's feeling @11:44 AM

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

when will you be here?

When will you be coming to me?

p/s: I am waiting for you. Please come to me as soon as possible.

I just came back to Singapore yesterday with zhu bao bao. Went to Penang to have a short break. Stayed in Northam hotel in the Deluxe Suite. It was so big. I cant post the photo here. The card reader dont allow me to do so. Will post soon.

zhu bao bao bought a lucky charm necklace for me and also bought me to everywhere to eat.

Zhu bao bao's car had no where to park le. Now planning to see where and where to park. Hope we can solve the problem soon. Hope that we will not need to sell the car away.

p/p/s: please make my wishes come true.

baby's feeling @9:29 AM

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Monday, March 16, 2009

Hoping for you to come soon again

It had been a week plus since you are gone. I missed you alot.

Hoping that I will get pregnant again soon and with a healthy baby.

On Saturday morning, I went for the doctor appointment with zhu bao bao. The nurse was replaced by an indian nurse. She was so rude.
I asked the doctor why I cant stop bleeding. Then he gave me a stronger and bigger antibiotic and one pill down the bleeding stop.

Later in the afternoon, Granous, xue lin and her boyfriend came to our house. Went over to granous's then for dinner.

Sunday, went to Causeway Point. Bought myself a wallet which cost $149 and have discount of 10% with metro card and I paid $134.10.

Went to Sim Lim Square and zhu bao bao bought a graphic card, 2GB ram, motherboard, processor and one power box named "andyson". hehe.

by the way friday we went to IT show at Suntec, there were so many people. Cant even see anything.

p/s: hope to have a little BB soon before 2010. Please let it be true sooon.

baby's feeling @2:18 PM

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

So painful to know you are gone

On 7th March 2009, Saturday, my BB is gone. I cant do anything to stop it from happening. It was so painful. When the doctor told me that BB had never been growing since last week, my heart came to a sudden stop.

On the very moment, I wished to escape. I just don't understand why it happened to me. I have wanting to have one more, but still fearing of the same thing to happen.

While waiting for the operation, I was crying. I felt so pain and sad. It was a very hard process for me. That was the second time having the same operation. My life have to continue without you again.

Every night, I was crying till I slept. I felt so lost once again. The feeling is so so so cant be explained and described.

One day before, you are with me. The next day came, you are separated from my body and had gone to very very very far place where I cant reach you.

I had not seen you but you are now gone.

Hoping for a healthy one for another time. Will this good thing happened to me? I just want a healthy little BB.

Life going on but I dont dare to face people.

I cant feel any love from anyone anymore since then.

How how how?????????????????????????????????

baby's feeling @9:50 AM

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Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Please still be inside mummy's growing healthy and fine

Now feeling so sleepy. Actually there is no mood to do anything at this moment.

Tonight will be cooking or re-heating the food of yesterday. Tonight have two shows having its last episode.

Last night, when I was in the toilet, I saw something which shocked my life. I saw a blood clot coming out. I shouted for zhu bao bao and he consoled me that it was the egg that the doctor had scanned at the other corner other than BB.

I really praying and hoping BB is fine and healthy. Hope that BB is still inside me.

BB, please be healthy. I need you. Your daddy, Suci auntie so care for you. You must be fine and healthy. Please grow as much as possible. Please be still inside mummy.

Hope my BB is healthy, fine and growing inside me.

baby's feeling @2:25 PM

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Monday, March 2, 2009

Updates

The doctor had called me. He told me that the blood test is not high not low. Is at the border line. BB still can affort to wait. Now I'm waiting for my little BB to grow as much as possible.

This coming Saturday, 07th March 2009, in the morning, I'm having another doctor appointment to see whether the BB is growing lot or not. If not growing much then I will have to separated from BB already.

SO, BB please grow as much as possible. Better is to have heartbeat. I don't want to separate from you. Please give us a good result on Saturday.

baby's feeling @9:44 AM

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Hopes and Wishes

Coming back to work.

Went for doctor appointment on Saturday, 28th Feburary 2009. Took blood test to see whether BB is still healthy or not. Today will be the result day. I'm so scared. Hope that BB is fine and healthy.

I'm really praying real real hard.

BB, please be healthy and fine. I don't want to separate from you. Please. Hope you are really really very very super healthy and fine.

baby's feeling @8:54 AM

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