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Tuesday, March 10, 2009
So painful to know you are gone
On 7th March 2009, Saturday, my BB is gone. I cant do anything to stop it from happening. It was so painful. When the doctor told me that BB had never been growing since last week, my heart came to a sudden stop.
On the very moment, I wished to escape. I just don't understand why it happened to me. I have wanting to have one more, but still fearing of the same thing to happen.
While waiting for the operation, I was crying. I felt so pain and sad. It was a very hard process for me. That was the second time having the same operation. My life have to continue without you again.
Every night, I was crying till I slept. I felt so lost once again. The feeling is so so so cant be explained and described.
One day before, you are with me. The next day came, you are separated from my body and had gone to very very very far place where I cant reach you.
I had not seen you but you are now gone.
Hoping for a healthy one for another time. Will this good thing happened to me? I just want a healthy little BB.
Life going on but I dont dare to face people.
I cant feel any love from anyone anymore since then.
How how how?????????????????????????????????
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Cindy
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Angus
DOB: 12th January 2010
Place of Birth: Mount Alvernia Hospital
Delivered By: Dr Wong MT
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Chevelle
DOB: 1st Novemeber 2011
Place of Birth: Thomson Medical Centre
Delivered By: Dr Wong MT
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Andy
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- Hope that everything will goes well for me and zhu bao bao
- Going to Sentosa
- Going to Puala Ubin
- Have an holiday trip with family
- Hope that Chevelle, Angus, zhu bao bao, family and me will be healthy
always
- Hope that I will pass my probation and get confirm on the first week of March 2014
- Hope that zhu bao bao can success in his trading
- Hope to get big and full bonus in 2014
- Hope that new job and workplace will be smooth and friendly
Hope that adjustment will be more more more after phobation
- Hope that zhu bao bao, family, Angus, Chevelle and me will had a smooth
2013
- Hope 2014 is a smooth, happy, successful and money-full year
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