As years passed by, I'm getting older and older. In few months time, I will be a mother of two.
There are too many thing to worry and think of, but sometime there are things which cant be share with anyone. What can I do is to keep all to myself. When there is no more place to store the things in my brain, it will explode. But who will know my feeling?

Seriously, sometime I really need someone to talk to, but when I opened my contact lists, I found out that there is no one I can share all the thing to. I know I have a hubby, but sometime something tell him already he also don't know what I'm thinking. Maybe should talk to parents, but they also don't understand how I feel too. I need just one friend maybe a same sex friend to listen to me, but it is hard to find one.

There are so many problems. At work also so many problems since the day there is a new management. but when I try to talk to colleague, they don't seem to understand what I'm trying to express. At home there is also lots of problems. need to worried for babies and even hubby. Then problems with sisters. There are simply too much for me to handle. Sometime I also doubt that I could survive so long just to handle so much problems.

Where can I vent all those problems out? I don't know.

Maybe now I have wrote all these on the blog, I will feel a little lighten. Hopefully I can pass through this obstacle.

Looking forward to good and peaceful life ahead.