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Thursday, February 14, 2008
There was soooo many to blog about for me, but I was too bust with my work till I dint even have the time to sit in front of my computer. It was so pityful. Okay, now I shall blog a little of the recent updates.
First, my workplace here had came 2 new CS girls. Hope that they wun run away. The more the girls came to work as CS, the faster I can go back to my normal shift. Looking forward to it.
Second, Belle who most of the CS girls hate, had resigned. She came in very early today morning and put the letter on my manager's table. She packed her stuffs and then left the office and her post. As we predicted, she left sooooo fast.
There are so many people leaving the company. I feel like leaving too. But for the sake of the money, I must hang on.
Thirdly, on Valentine Day, zhu bao bao make me a bouquet of flowers. you know what? It was made of 60 lollipops. So sweet of him. Although we never really celebrate the day, but if we are still as lovely, I suppose every day is Valentine Day. Hehe!!
I have so much to say, but I did not know how to put it all here. By the way, my boss had already approved my March leave. Soooo Happy. Finally can go enjoy le.
I had been waiting for my hair to grow long. I even think of doing a hair extension but I scare later it will spoilt my hair. But when will my hair be long. I suppose it will had to take alot of time ba. Haizzz!!!
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BABY, I REALLY MISSES YOU ALOT. I HAD BEEN THINKING, WHY EVERYONE CAN KEEP THEIR BABY BY THEIR SIDE WHILE I JUST CANT. I KNOW I SHOULD NOT BE THINKING OF THIS ANYMORE, BUT I JUST CANT HELP. SOMETIMES WHEN I SEE OTHERS CARRYING THEIR BABIES, I WILL FEEL SAD. MEMORIES WILL FLASH BACK ON IT OWN. IT REALLY HURT. I SEE MUMMYS TUMMIES WITH LITTLE LIFE AND I WILL THINK OF MINE WHO SUPPOSE TO BE OUT ON MAY. IM SOOO SOOO SOOO SORRY, MY BABY.
IM SO JEALOUS WITH IT. REALLY VERY JEALOUS. THE JEALOUSY HAD BEEN KEPT IN MY HEART FOR SO LONG ALREADY. SOMETIME I REALLY CANT TAKE IT ALREADY. I THOUGHT I CAN JUST PUT IT DEEP DOWN MY HEART FOREVER, BUT I REALISED IT IS TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE. THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT WILL REMIND ME OF YOU.
WHY YOU ALL ARE SOO PROTECTED AND WHY AM I NOT? WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!
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